Follow His Footprints
In the following discourse, Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba encourages us to detach ourselves from the senses so that the atma [soul] can shine. The mind, thus withdrawn, can be loyal to the real master, the intellect.
Shastry described the Bhagavata tatwa [reality] to you. This Bhagavata is so called because it deals with the leela, mahima, and upadesa (divine sport, greatness, and instruction) of the Lord as manifested during His various appearances in history. The career of the Lord, whenever He appears, is made up of two strands: one earthly and the other Divine—one external and the other inner. You heard, just now, of the breaking of pots of butter by infant Krishna. The outer meaning is that the child broke the mud pots wherein the milkmaids of Brindavan kept the butter they had prepared. The inner meaning is that Krishna broke the material casement in which their souls were imprisoned and liberated them from temporary attachments. He then appropriated to Himself what always belonged to Him—the butter of faith. This butter is the result of the churning of the mind, the spiritual discipline of self‑purification.
The Lord will manifest Himself only when the pillar is split in two with the sword of yearning. Hiranyakashipu [a demon from the Puranic lores] did it and immediately, the Lord appeared from within that pillar. He had not hidden Himself there, anticipating the contingency. He is everywhere; and, so, He was there also.
The lesson that Hiranyakashipu learnt was that the deha‑tatwa [the body principle] must be split if the dehi‑tatwa [the indweller] must reveal itself. That is to say, the “I‑am‑body” consciousness must go, if the “I‑am‑embodied” consciousness must emerge. So long as you are in the dehi (I‑am‑embodied) consciousness, no pain or grief, pride or egoism can tarnish you. It is like seawater. Take a small quantity of seawater and keep it separate in a bottle; it will get foul in a few days. But so long as it was in the sea, nothing could foul it. Be in the sea as part of it, do not separate yourself, or individualize yourself. Do not feel that you are the deha (body), apart from the dehi (“I”).
Unflinching discipline is essential
This must be your diksha (steady pursuit). And the diksha must express itself in actual practice as nishtha and sikshana. Nishtha means discipline, control; sikshana means training of the senses, the emotions etc. Nashtah (food) should be subordinated to nishtha. The deha is but an instrument to realize the dehi. Yoga is explained as chittavritti nirodha—the curbing of mental agitations. It also means the union that is possible when mental agitations are curbed and equanimity is achieved. Every chapter of the Gita [Hindu scripture] is called yoga, in order to lay stress on this aspect of the teaching.
Bhakti [devotion], jnana [knowledge], or karma [action] must all lead to the achievement of equanimity; otherwise, they are simply pseudo. Water or fire as such cannot move a train; they must both co‑operate to produce a third thing—steam that moves the engine forward. The curbing of the mind takes you to the winning post. Kerosene oil and air must both unite to form the gas that ignites in the petromax lamp to give light.
To cross safely the flood of “birth‑death‑ continuum,” a bridge called nishtha or discipline is essential. It must be a sturdy and safe bridge. Or else you will fall into the raging waters and drawn in the sea that is infested with sharks—lust and anger. See how great heroes like Prahlada did not loosen their hold on the Lord in spite of heavy odds. Prahlada never gave up the repetition of the name of the Lord, though he was tortured, twisted, and burnt. One must have that determination and that faith. Sorrows and disasters are as the clouds that flit across the sky; they cannot injure the blue depths of space. Your duty is to strive on from this very moment. Do not vacillate or postpone. Who knows when death will knock? May be it may knock this very night or this very moment! Therefore, do not delay. Do not postpone for tomorrow the dinner of this day. Feed the spirit as scrupulously as you feed the body.
Seek God one‑pointedly
Detach yourselves from the senses; then only can the atma [soul] shine. I do not mean that you should destroy the senses. The mind must be withdrawn from its present comrades, the senses; it must be loyal to its real master, the intellect or buddhi. That is to say, you must separate the grain from the chaff through the exercise of viveka [knowledge], and then fix your desire on the things that last and nourish rather than on things that are flashy and corroding. Keep a lamp in a room with all its five windows open; the wind will blow it out, for the flame is swayed from all directions. To keep the flame burning straight, close the windows. The senses are the windows; the flame is the mind concentrating on the single purpose of God‑realization. What do the outward‑bound senses know of that sweetness? They are like the frogs that hop about on the lotus petals. They are unaware of the nectar in that flower. Only the intellect can reveal that to you.
The Shastry [speaker] said that Yashoda [Krishna’s foster mother] reached the place where the child Krishna had hidden himself by following the footprints of His curd‑besmeared feet. He could not be caught when she attempted to tie a rope round his waist and drag him to herself. That rope was the rope of ego; how can the Lord be bound by your ego? It was found to be always short; two finger breadths short, every time! What does that indicate? It means that there were two virtues short—and that explains why every rope, however long, was too short. The two virtues were: Dharmanishtha and Brahmanishtha, steadiness in rectitude and in aspiration. It is enough if you seek him through one‑pointed attention and devotion, through his footprints: beauty, strength, truth, morality, love, sacrifice, and goodness in nature and in the heart of man.
The great mystery of adwaita
Adwaita means all this is atma, then, why this apparent variety? Variety is the picture drawn by the delusion that you are the body; that you are the `character’ the drama has cast on you! In the drama, you sing and speak, weep and laugh, but are always aware that you are yourself and not the character you are portraying. Chandramati [King Harishchandra’s wife] bursts into tears when her `son’ dies of a cobra bite; the spectators weep at her plight, but the person who acts so well is untouched by grief. The reflection of the moon in the lake is broken into bits, but the moon above is unaffected. Do not yield to grief because the reflection is broken; it is due to the weakness of the water. So, too, when you think you are the body that grows and withers, is elated or disheartened, you see the reflection as broken; but the reality is unaffected.
You must have heard the beggar at the door calling out in his crude jargon, “I am anaadi [without a beginning]” meaning “I am anaatha [without a protector].” He wants to convey that he has no one to support him but his words mean, “I am beginning-less.” Yes, he is revealing to you the great mystery that makes all beings his kin! And then, when he says, “bhikhshaam dehi” you take him to mean, “Give me alms.” Just consider the word he uses for `give’. He calls out “dehi” meaning ‘give’ but also he who is the owner of this body, he who resides in this body, the atma. He is teaching you that you are really the atma, wearing the apparel of the body, and so you and he are one.
Bhakti is not a matter of beads
Dwell always on high thoughts. When air fills a football, it takes the form of the ball. When it fills a balloon, it takes the form of the balloon, oval, elongated, spherical, or spheroid. The mind assumes the form of the objects with which it is attached. If it gets fixed on small things, it becomes small; if on grand things, it becomes grand. The camera takes a picture of whatever it is pointed at; so take care before you click. Discriminate before you develop attachment. If you have attachment toward your wife and children, land and buildings, bank accounts and balances, then when these decline you will come to grief. Develop attachment toward the universal and you, too, will grow in love and splendor.
That attachment must be sincere and steady. Bhakti [devotion] is not a matter of beads and beards; nor does worship consist of flowers and camphor; to address people immersed in these as “bhaktas,” (devotees) is blasphemy. With a crooked vision, character, thoughts, and feelings—how can bhakti sprout or bloom? Do not be led away by bell ringing or incense‑smoke. The field must be cleared of bush and thorns; it must be ploughed and furrowed; watered and dampened to depth. Then the seeds have to be planted into the earth; scattered on the surface they do not germinate. Plant the seeds, water the field, remove the weeds, keep away stray cattle, manure the plants, dust them with pesticides, and then you can collect the crop. Sadhana (spiritual discipline), too, includes all these steps.
You are judged by your spiritual discipline, not by the number of temples you have gone into or the quantity and cost of the offerings you have made in those shrines. Do not calculate the length of time you have spent in the company of the Lord’s name and exult. Calculate rather the length of time you have wasted away from that contact and repent. Have that name ever in your thoughts and you can brave any calamity. Remember how Sita [from the epic Ramayana] braved the taunts, insults, and tortures of the aggressors in Lanka? What was it that gave her the mental stamina? It was Ramanama and nothing else. Kama [lust] and krodha [anger] cannot co‑exist with Rama-dhyana (meditation on Rama).
Bad karma spoils sadhana
The action of Rama-dhyana [contemplation on Rama’s name] will remold your mind. The tastiest dish will become unpalatable if a drop of kerosene falls on it. A bad karma will spoil the spiritual discipline. Siddhartha [Buddha], who was kept long inside the palace grounds, away from the world of grief, asked for a chance to go into the city. During that ride, through the carefully cleaned streets, he saw the harrowing scenes of illness, old age, and death, and the tonic sight of a monk, and his buddhi (intellect) was corrected in a trice. Buddhih karmaanusaarini—intellect follows action—it is said. The efforts of his father to keep him isolated and happy were foiled; truth dawned on him in a moment, and the train of events that his father dreaded for 22 years did happen. Siddhartha left his wife and child and sought to find the secret of liberation for all mankind.
Kamsa [Krishna’s maternal uncle] was driving the chariot himself in which his newly wedded sister and her husband sat. He was riding on the crest of a wave of unmixed joy. Just then, he heard a celestial voice chiding him for that joy. It said her eighth child would slay him. That sentence transformed him into a monster of hate. That one karma affected him so much. Engage yourselves in action that will direct your intellect and mind along divine and sublime channels. Win grace through karma; do karma that will win grace. If the lamp does not burn, it proves that you have not lit it. The Lord is neither benignant nor malignant; your progress is reflected back as grace; your decline is reflected back as its absence. The mirror just reflects. It has no partiality or prejudice.
Immerse yourself in meditation
Always have the meaning and purpose of life in view. And experience that purpose and that meaning. You are “That’ that is the truth. You and the universal are One; you and the Absolute are One; you and the eternal are One. You are not the individual, the particular, the temporary. Feel this, know this. Act in conformity with this. Some one came to Ramana Maharishi [a saint] and asked him, “Swami! I have been doing intense dhyana [meditation] for the last 18 years, but I have failed to realize the ideal on which my dhyana is concentrated. How many more years should I continue thus?” Ramana answered, “It is not a question of a certain number of years. You have to continue dhyana until the awareness that you are doing dhyana disappears.” Forget the ego; let it melt and merge, with all its layers of consciousness.
There are some who while meditating strike at the mosquitoes that pester them! No, immerse yourselves in dhyanam until you transcend all physical and mental urges and impulses. Valmiki was covered by the ant‑hill that grew over him; people discovered him by the sound of Ramanama that emanated from that mound. Ignore the deha (body) so that you may discover the dehi (indweller); do not get engrossed in outer finery but delve deep and discover the inner splendor.
What does the sadhana of ignoring the body imply? It means turning aside from the temptations of the senses, the overcoming of the six enemies—desire, anger, greed, attachment, pride, and malice (kama, krodha, lobha, moha, mada, and matsarya). Anger turns a man into a drunken brute. The other impulses are equally vicious. Seek only salutary karma; eat only satwic [pure] food—food that will not disturb the equanimity you earn through your sadhana. Do not break the even tenor of your spiritual practice. Remember how Ramadas never gave up his nama sadhana [spiritual practice of God’s name] in spite of jeers and jail.
You can be really healthy and happy only when you are immersed in the universal. If you are in atma tatwa (essential nature of the Self), you will be fresh, happy, and healthy. When you separate and feel that you are in deha tatwa (principle of body), you start declining.
Offer God your virtue
The Bhagavata [scripture] says that Krishna was stealthily eating the butter that was stored in the houses of the gopis [milk maidens]. What is the significance of this behavior? Did he go about stealing butter because he had no butter at home? It is not butter that he coveted; it is the cream of virtue kept in the heart (pot) that he wants. That cream is the genuine atma, secured after vigorous churning. And was He `stealing’? He is ‘Hari’, He who robs, who appropriates. He sees all, Himself unseen. As soon as He enters, you awake, your inner consciousness is alerted. You offer Him the fragrance of your virtue, the courage of your heart, the wisdom of your experience. That is the kind of thief He is!
Cultivate love toward Him. Likes and dislikes are more the products of habit and training. The senses drag you away from Him, but do not yield; they will lie low soon. Sincere yearning born out of steady discrimination alone can help you. I bless you that you may grow in these from day to day. I won’t keep you longer. Sing a namavali [song of God’s various names] or two, and then you can disperse.
Source: Sathya Sai Speaks, Vol. 5
